Feeling under par and no idea why… I am a son, a brother, father, husband, grandson, businessman and friend. All of those things, and with people all around me. Yet I am so alone.

I am chasing something, more money, forgotten dreams, distant dreams, a sense of belonging… How can I have such an amazing wife, beautiful children and yet still feel like something is missing.

I acknowledge that something is wrong, but what is that something? This is as much a challenge as the feelings themselves. Talking about it, though, and realising that this is as much to do with the processes my mind is going through as I think about it over and over, helps.